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Cobainication

from Everyone Will Fall by The Natural 20s

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Part of me is sad that you're gone. Part of me is sad for the way that you left us. Part of me is not sad at all. Part of me is shamed that I'm even conflicted. A part that can't mourn like the news hasn't clicked yet...

Part of me seethes at the things that you did. Part of me knows that it's time to forgive, and part of me is curled up in fear. Part of me hates you for the feelings I have that will lead to the thoughts that result in the words that no one is wanting to hear. Part of me hates you for leaving like this, and for being a person I only half-miss.

Part of me is wiser, knew you were miswired, musters up some small sympathy. Part of me is damaged, and looks on with wonder that I'm half as adjusted as I claim to be. Part of me is furious I have to endure this cobainication of your memory.

But mostly I'm sad that you're gone.


Most days I won't be thinking of you. When I do, I'm trying hard just to hold back the tears and the truth.

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from Everyone Will Fall, released February 15, 2019

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The Natural 20s Long Beach, California

Hailing from Long Beach, California, The Natural 20s are one evidence that sometimes you can meet good friends and bandmates through craigslist.

Lifelong friends, Gabe and Sergio, decided to find some likeminded people, but settled on Dylan and Dan. Since those fateful meetings, the band has forged an energetic path through the most dimly lit bars in all of Southern California.
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